The way guys treat me really fuels and reinforces the hatred I have for myself and the way I am. Like, thats fucked up.
Everything should just stop right now.
Also, I need to start writing in a diary or something because I act like such a fucking girl sometimes.
THANK GOD disney’s pocahontas is on netflix now. Like it’s possible that that fact alone has made life worth living.
Wingapo and goodnight.
To dream about your waking relationships indicate wish-fulfillment. Your dream relationship usually parallels your waking relationships in some way and may be highlighting something that you are doing wrong. In your dream state, you may be more incline to confront issues that you would normally ignore or are afraid of bringing up. Compare your dream relationship with your waking relationship.
To dream that you abandon ship indicates that you need to move on and let go. Your emotion may be holding you back. Alternatively, consider the phrase “jumping ship”, to indicate changing of sides.
To see the sea in your dream represents your subconscious and the transition between your subconscious and conscious. As with all water symbols, it also represents your emotions. The dream may also be a pun on your understanding and perception of a situation. “I see” or perhaps there is something you need to “see” more clearly. Alternatively, the dream indicates a need to reassure yourself or to offer reassurance to someone.�It brings about hope, a new perspective and a positive outlook on life no matter how difficult your current problems may be.To dream that you are lost at sea suggests that you are drifting around in life without any direction. You are feeling overwhelmed by emotions.
FUUUCKKK so much emotional turmoil!!!!